QUESTION 6
WHAT is that part which is greater than its whole? |
What is the way to find that part? |
Answer
EGO is greater than what we imagine it to be; | |
Ego is greater than the whole which you see. | |
It falls from the heaven again and again to rise, | |
It falls into the sea of the world to rise. | |
Who else in the world is self-conscious | 5 |
Who else can fly without wings? | |
It lies in darkness and yet has a light in its bosom, | |
Outside the paradise and yet has a houri in embrace! | |
With the charming wisdom that it possesses, | |
It brings out pearls from the depth of life. | 10 |
The impulse of life is eternal, | |
But looked at from outside, it is bound by time. | |
Upon its destiny depends the position of this universe, | |
Its manifestation and preservation of it. | |
What do you ask about its nature? | 15 |
Destiny is not something separate from its nature. | |
What should I say about its character? | |
Outwardly it is determined, inwardly it is free. | |
Such is the saying of the Lord of Badr, | |
That faith lies between determinism and indeterminism.1 | 20 |
You call every creature to be determined, | |
To be confined to the chains of "near" and "far." | |
But the soul is from the breath of the Creator, | |
Which lives in privacy with all its manifestations. | |
Determinism with regard to it is out of question, | 25 |
For soul without freedom is not a soul.2 | |
It lay in ambush on this world of quantitative measurements. | |
From determinism it passed over to freedom. | |
When it (ego) removes from itself the dust of determinism, | |
It drives its world like a camel. | 30 |
The sky does not revolve without its permission, | |
Nor do stars shine without its grace. | |
One day it reveals its hidden nature, | |
And sees its essence with its own eyes. | |
Rows of heavenly choir stand on either side of the road, | 35 |
Waiting for a glimpse of its countenance. | |
The angel gets wine from its vine, | |
It gets significance from its earth. | |
You ask about the way of its seeking; | |
Come down to the state of lamentation.3 | 40 |
Change your days and nights for eternity, | |
Change from intellect to the morning lamentation (intuition). | |
Intellect has its source in senses, | |
Lamentation gets light from love. | |
Intellect grasps the part, lamentation the whole | 45 |
Intellect dies but lamentation is immortal. | |
Intellect has no categories to comprehend eternity, | |
It counts moments as the hands of the watch. | |
It contrives days and nights and mornings; | |
It cannot catch the flames; therefore it takes on sparks. | 50 |
The lamentation of the lovers is the ultimate goal, | |
In one moment of it lies hidden a world. | |
When the ego manifests its potentialities, | |
It removes its inner knots and veil. | |
You do not have that light by which it sees | 55 |
You look upon it as momentary and mortal. | |
Why fear that death which comes from without? | |
For when the "I" ripens, into a self it has no danger of dissolution. | |
There is a more subtle inner death | |
Which makes me tremble! | 60 |
This death is falling down from love's frenzy, | |
Saving one's spark and not giving it away freely to the heaps of chaff; | |
Cutting one's shroud with one's own hands; | |
Seeing one's. death with one's own eyes; | |
This death lies in ambush for thee! | 65 |
Fear it, for that is really our death.5 | |
It digs your grave in your body, | |
Its Munkar and Nakir are with it.6 |